You know? I have been very lucky to have some really and very classy and caring people reading the blog over the years – all people who I would embrace as real world friends. Thank you for the help and assistance and assurance. All I ask is for your readership in return. Nothing more.
Baby steps is my new mantra for the next few days I enter back into the real world carefully. I woke up this morning after a night of dreaming of crucifixes trying to decide on a plan of action to get better. We are going to do one selfless task a day until I feel more up-to-snuff and one thing that is soothing to me. This morning was a simple soaking bath that felt like a massage. Tomorrow shall be a BLT sandwich for lunch. Dad said this sounded like a good course of action. He is just overjoyed I am getting out of the house. He was calling me the hermit for a few days there. He kept saying he was scared to death to come over here and find me dead on the bed.
Luckily, my zest for music has thankfully returned to full force. I can listen to music all day if I could. This is very. very therapeutic for me.
I was having some computer problems this morning were the sound on my computer wasn’t working (optical digital connection wasn't synchronizing). One of my old selves could fix this in seconds. It took me very,very long minutes to fix it as I grew frustrated. My memory is still not as good as I hoped. I still get confused.
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I'm glad you're feeling better - just do whatever you need to do. Baby steps are probably the way to go. Let me know if I can do anything to help. I think you still have my number - if not, shoot me an email and I'll give it to you.
What a wonderful way to start my day! A cheerful post from a great friend!!
I'm so thankful to know that those awful storms have by-passed you. Watching the news today is just heart breaking.
Please be alert and keep an eye on the weather. Keep us informed because we'll be worrying about you, dear.
Love ya,
Grannie
Hope you and your family weathered the terrible storms in good shape. Have you heard Mumford & Sons, " Sigh No More" . It is good music.
Cheers.
My dear Andrew... I've been dealing with my own crap over the past several weeks and am just playing "catch-up" with what's been going on with you. I'm SO sorry to hear that you have been suffering again. It's good to know, though, that you have turned the corner and are doing better. I'm sorry I didn't pay closer attention. Just glad you are doing better and I like your new mantra of baby steps. Life is a series of baby steps, and I know this all too well. Hang in there, my friend... blessings...
Glad you and your pups are safe..
Give it time, I know you are anxious to feel normal, but it takes time to recover. Allow yourself that time.
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